Hi everyone!!!

I am spending a period at home. My doctor thought I was not reacting to the medication I was taking, so he changed everything and ask me to stay at home. I didn’t want to, I mean, I left my job to make a doctor appointment and the next day I returned and said ”Guess what? I am not working on the next 15 days!!!”. I know some people disagree but, I just couldn’t do that. So I worked two days to finish the most important task and here I am, at home now.

I though I would enjoy staying home and creating art but, the fact is that I am empty, hollow. I started no less than 13 pieces – yes, you saw it right, I said 13 – but I couldn’t finishing any one them. I don’t know why. I just feel I am not like you guys, who make wonderful pieces of art, who are always amazing me with creativity. I think I am facing this block because I received a very hard feedback about my work: I don’t know why you bother continuing making this. Your works are always the same. You have a woman with wings and hair like this. That’s it! Yes, I know I shouldn’t listen to him but… it’s hard, you know? When someone you love come and make a comment in such mockery way about something you were proud of. Well, I guess it’s life. I should have been used to it right now.

Oh God, such a depressing journal!!! Let go and cheer it up a bit!!! It’s feature time!!!